It's 2:25 am

I am obviously wide awake. I rearranged my room and now I'm still up. Maddie is at the bottom of my bed, snoring like a wild beast. Things have been up and down lately. I'm having mixed emotions about everything. I'm almost to the point that I want to make myself stop caring because my feelings are being taken into account. Its really not fair to me. I guess we shall see how things go. Maybe I'll have something more interesting to blog about tomorrow.