The past few posts are from my school blog. I haven't blogged on here and a while. I should really start back. Everything has just been so stressful lately. Things with Cody went from bad to okay to worse. I hope things are getting better.
We haven't been to great lately. Everyone besides my family thinks that I should just let it go, and that after two years the relationship isn't where it should be and its gone downhill, so its going to be hard to get it back to where and was and make it to where it should already be. I feel like its tug of war and my feelings are in the middle. Its a fight between what I want to happen and what is the most logical thing, considering everything that's gone on. Its like a game, pulling back and forth, and dragging me. But I'm sticking it out. I'm going to put in my share of effort and more, and all I can do is hope for the best. If it works, it works. If it doesn't get better then it just wasn't meant to be and I'm not going to regret that I didn't listen to the signs when things started heading downhill. But hopefully it doesnt end up that way.
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