My mind just goes blank

like it did yesterday when I was practicing my presentation. Haha... woops. Everything I had in there just went away and I was left thinking, "Nooo, come back."


I slept better last night, Patrick called me. I'm starting to think that I don't sleep well when we don't talk. I miss him. I wish he was home already. And I wish I could hear him when he calls, instead of every two words.


I ordered a new computer yesterday. Mine is BROKE :( and Clint said it would be better to just buy a new computer. So I found one on sale for Cyber Monday and I told mom thats what I wanted for Christmas, so she put it on her credit card, and I have to pay for part of it since it was a little expensive. And that is the computer I got, a green Dell inspiron 15. It's so beautiful. I can't have it until Christmas though. I wish it would hurry up and get here. That reminds me that I have to go pick up Patrick's present soon. I've had forever to do it, I've just been too lazy and

I spent too much money on Black Friday. So I didn't have enough to pay for the rest of it. I get paid monday though.. But next week I am definitely going to get it.