That is why

I can not wait to graduate, and be away from high school bulls***. I can't wait to go off to college and meet new people. I'm not even included in this bs that I'm talking about, but just seeing it is annoying. I'm pretty sure I don't like the word "best friend" either, because that too is a load of crap. I don't know what it is, but I just have a resentment towards being best friends with anyone. I have close friends, but I just can't have that one best friend again. I had her.. a while ago, but I don't know what happened to her.. :/

and all I freaking want is one email from Patrick.