Boobs

Though I am not exactly sure what I am blogging about tonight, I do know one thing... I need to get these extra pads out of my bra before they drive me crazy. I have been obsessed with my boobs the past few days. I have just wanted them to look perfect and perky. haha. So I found some removable padding in these old bras my mom had and I stuck them in my bra today. I just realized they are still there and they are starting to make me itch. Lol. I have decided that I am going to buy some gel bra inserts to push them up. I also need the perfect bra, which I have yet to find.

I need to stop with this obsession already. This is going to cost me a lot of money.

Breakfast

Today, I was awakened by my mom at 6:30 in the morning. My cousin, Jennie, and her husband, Eric, are from Pennsylvania and still live there, along with the rest of my family. Eric works for VEMMA(a healthy energy drink alternative to sugary drinks such as Monster and Redbull.)
He was sent to the Bobcats game in Charlotte this weekend to do some promoting and set up a Vemma booth. They left Charlotte this morning

and met my family and me at the Bob Evan's restaurant in Hickory. It was nice and I got an awesome spinach and turkey omelet. It was excellent. It had big pieces of spinach leaves and tomatoes in the egg and in the middle there a a big piece of turkey breast and cheese. It looked something like the picture to the right, but more like a flat omlet. We finally left and Patrick called me. I was excited about it, even though I talked to him last night on Gmail. I just love talking to him. Even though he NEVER does the talking, it is always me. I don't mind though, I enjoy talking so I can make up for his end of the deal.

I have so much to say. Work is getting better, more hours and what not. I am liking that a lot. I need some of that mula.
Oh, and on an end note, apparently I am singing at Fut's some friday night in the near future. I need a song. Any ideas?
Happy Sunday. I'll be spending it working, and then bull crapping a paper for my business class tomorrow.

Naked?

This woman is amazing.

Any woman that not a stick and will do a nude photo shoot is my hero. I don't even know what else to say. I am just amazed.

lame

Don't you just hate when you talk to someone and all they have to say are negative things, or they are just obnoxiously rude to you when you are talking. It is even worse when these are people you have to look at every single day. Now, I know I am not the most positive person. Just read my blog, it is full of negativity, but I don't carry that negative attitude with me everywhere I go. I am generally a happy, bubbly person. I like to smile and be silly. It just pisses me off when I am talking to someone and they have to be short with me. I would understand if it was because they were just not having a good day, but it is all the time and I just want to smack this person.

All in all, I have had a good day. Except for my encounter with the person in the previous paragraph. I went to lunch with Emilee, and then I came home and watched some tv. I ordered a really cute Marine shirt today. Now all I have to do is wait for it to come. Speaking of that, the last time Patrick called me he was talking about maybe reenlisting. I really hope not, because I don't want that. I will be close to finishing school when he is finished and I don't want us to not be together much again. I already don't like it now, but I'm fine with it. I just don't want to do it again. I don't know what that means right now. I really want Patrick to go to school and get some kind of degree, even if it is for something ridiculous. I don't want him to have to be gone all the time. I don't know. Maybe I should quit focusing on what he is doing and worry about what I need to do first. Just like I told him, it's not like we are married right now. So I really have no business worrying about it. 

All I know is that I am ready to graduate next month, get all this schooling over with and hopefully have a happy life with Patrick. 

Just so everyone knows, Wayne and his friend are really amazing singers/guitar players.

Getting Fat?!

I swear I am going to be fat by the time Patrick gets home. Recently, I have just been so sad. I miss Patrick so much. It has already been about 3 months since he left. Tonight, I am sitting on my bed eating Japanese food while my dog lays on my floor staring me down until I give in and let her have some. This is like my comfort food. And my comfort dessert is cookies and cream ice cream with peanutbutter sauce. But I am not at work, so no comfort dessert for me tonight. I don't want to, but I just feel like I give in to my feelings and I eat. I don't really eat a lot anymore, but I just eat the worst stuff in the world. I am not even really hungry anymore. I drank a V8 today, so at least I got my veggies, lol. I went tanning today, I don't look like a ghost anymore.
I feel like I am just rambling, maybe I need to go to bed. So Goodnight.

chicken chicken chicken

I haven't talked to Patrick in almost two weeks. He called me when I was in Florida, but I couldn't use my phone there. So as least I know he is okay. I guess I just worry too much.
So my sunburn does not burn anymore, but it itches like crazy. I have never in my life been so itchy. It is driving me crazy.
Lately I just haven't had much to say. When something interesting happens I will start blogging again.

SUNBURN

This is literally what my body looks like right now. Super white and super red. And Super painful. Today is the second day that I have been laying in bed all day. I can't move or anything. It hurts to get up and move around. We were going to leave Florida this evening after my mom's MRI, but there is no way that I could sit in a car from 12 this afternoon getting in and out to shop, then to mom's appointment, and then for 8 more hours on the way home. So we are staying one more night and hopefully my burning will be better.

I haven't talked to Patrick in a while either, I miss him:(

Good Day Sunshine:)

Today has been a good day. After a 7ish hour drive, we finally arrived in St. Augustine, Florida. We got to our crappy hotel room, its alright, but not up to my standards. I found out my ex has a new girlfriend. Good for him. I'm finally glad he found someone that he can stand. Maybe everything she does won't make him mad. Anyway, that is way off topic... We went to this Chinese buffet and ate the heck out of some crab legs. I wish Patrick were here with me. We are going to the beach tomorrow maybe, I bought some tanning lotion so that I can become a less pasty white person. 

And this song describes my mood, well my mood tomorrow when the sun comes up...

I need to laugh and when the sun is out
I've got something I can laugh about
I feel good in a special way
I'm in love and it's a sunny day

:)

bad blogger

I am such a bad blogger, I haven't kept up with this as much as I intended to. I have had a long week. Thank God its spring break, part two. Haha. Today I am cleaning my room and I might go get my nails filled in. Then I am going to Aunt Lena's tonight for dinner and Easter stuff with Patrick's little cousins. Tomorrow I am going to Florida with the family.
Patrick is so cute, wanting to make sure that I'm okay and wanting to give me money all the time and take care of me. Even though I don't like taking it. I miss him a lot and I wish he would call me before I leave tomorrow because my phone doesn't work out of north and south carolina. Well, it does, but it charges me a crapload to use it. So I can't :( But I guess it will be alright. I have to get back to cleaning so I can get everything done today.
I might blog from Florida, depending.