I swear I am going to be fat by the time Patrick gets home. Recently, I have just been so sad. I miss Patrick so much. It has already been about 3 months since he left. Tonight, I am sitting on my bed eating Japanese food while my dog lays on my floor staring me down until I give in and let her have some. This is like my comfort food. And my comfort dessert is cookies and cream ice cream with peanutbutter sauce. But I am not at work, so no comfort dessert for me tonight. I don't want to, but I just feel like I give in to my feelings and I eat. I don't really eat a lot anymore, but I just eat the worst stuff in the world. I am not even really hungry anymore. I drank a V8 today, so at least I got my veggies, lol. I went tanning today, I don't look like a ghost anymore.
I feel like I am just rambling, maybe I need to go to bed. So Goodnight.
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