lame

Don't you just hate when you talk to someone and all they have to say are negative things, or they are just obnoxiously rude to you when you are talking. It is even worse when these are people you have to look at every single day. Now, I know I am not the most positive person. Just read my blog, it is full of negativity, but I don't carry that negative attitude with me everywhere I go. I am generally a happy, bubbly person. I like to smile and be silly. It just pisses me off when I am talking to someone and they have to be short with me. I would understand if it was because they were just not having a good day, but it is all the time and I just want to smack this person.

All in all, I have had a good day. Except for my encounter with the person in the previous paragraph. I went to lunch with Emilee, and then I came home and watched some tv. I ordered a really cute Marine shirt today. Now all I have to do is wait for it to come. Speaking of that, the last time Patrick called me he was talking about maybe reenlisting. I really hope not, because I don't want that. I will be close to finishing school when he is finished and I don't want us to not be together much again. I already don't like it now, but I'm fine with it. I just don't want to do it again. I don't know what that means right now. I really want Patrick to go to school and get some kind of degree, even if it is for something ridiculous. I don't want him to have to be gone all the time. I don't know. Maybe I should quit focusing on what he is doing and worry about what I need to do first. Just like I told him, it's not like we are married right now. So I really have no business worrying about it. 

All I know is that I am ready to graduate next month, get all this schooling over with and hopefully have a happy life with Patrick. 

Just so everyone knows, Wayne and his friend are really amazing singers/guitar players.