i just miss my boyfriend.

And I can't see him until NEXT weekend. I'm really sad. He needs to stop spending so much money, and start saving more. So when stuff like this happens, he can still come home. Or just to have some extra money for anything. Geez. I think he deserves a punch right now. Because ALL day, until like 4pm, My day was awful. I left my house and went to Granite to get some gas. I got to the gas station and realized I left my damn wallet in my mom's van. So I had to drive all the freaking way home with no gas in my car at all and then pay like 10 cents more at Ingles. I was so pissed. I cussed at everyone and everything on the way home. Especially the people that were driving slow and making me waste time, while I was trying not to run out of gas. Then I went to my mentors house and we did some stuff. I left there and went to Aunt Lena's to chat. So while I'm having this awful stressful day of every little thing going wrong, I am thinking about how I am going to see Patrick tonight, so my bad day isn't really that bad. Well, I found out that he isn't coming home and then I had to go to work. And it was that much worse knowing that I wasn't going to get to see him when I got off work. I was sad. So on my way home from work I passed a freakin' cop and I was going like 60 in a 45. I didn't even realize how fast I was going because I was thinking. And I could have sworn I saw his car move, but he never came after me. I would have died.

But I got home and I came in my room and found a box my grandparents sent me. They spoil me so much. They got me a hot pink hoodie from Nova Scotia and a Bar Harbor, Maine shirt while they were on their cruise. AND I found a plastic back with pictures and an envelope in it. I looked at the pictures and then opened the envelope with my name on it. I was expecting a note or like 15 bucks. Much to my surprise, there was $140 in it! I though I saw it wrong so I had to recount. So that money is going in my savings. Mom is going to work on getting my car sold, and I have to clean it out this weekend. I don't know what I'm going to drive between the time and sell it and the time I buy a truck. I think she is going to help me buy a truck too, and I'll have to pay her back monthly or whatever. But I don't know yet. Depends on if she can afford it or not.

I really need to go to bed. I have to take the SAT in like 7 hours. So, Goodnight.