It's going to be a long 7 months

The past few weeks have been so perfect. Well, besides arguing with Patrick the other night. I felt so awful about that afterwards. I was at his house and he was supposed to come over to my house that night. He was really tired, and I was really mad because I wanted him to come over. I pouted and complained and guilted him into coming. He got mad at me, even though he said he wasn't mad. I can tell when he is mad, he acts different and he gets this face. So he got his wallet and keys, and he got in his Jeep. It's probably a good thing we didn't ride in the same car because I would have probably made it worse just because I was being so cranky. I felt like such an awful girlfriend while I was driving to my house.

He came over last night too. I got off of work at 5 and I went to his house. We packed all of his stuff up and put it in the Jeep. After saying goodbye to his mom, I got in my car and he got in his. I went to my house to start making dinner, because I told him I wanted to make him dinner one night. I made deer steaks, green beans, and macaroni and cheese. While I did that, he went to roller palace to pick up Jordan so that I could make dinner. He finally got here and we ate and in my opinion, I did an awesome job. After watching Beer for My Horses and The Marine 2 he had to leave. So once again, he is 5 hours away... and I'm here. I didn't want to let him go last night. I hate this. I don't want him to leave me for 7 months. On the bright side, I don't have to worry about shaving my legs as much. I am really going to miss him, but I think I'll be alright. I will just need to find things to keep me busy.

I really want my ring back so that I can wear it. I still have to wait like 24 more days.

Now I'm sitting here watching the videos from New Years. They were so cute, Patrick is so cute. He makes me smile.