It's starting

The loneliness is coming on strong. Today is the first day I haven't gotten to talk to Patrick, and I know I won't get to talk to him much at all. I would be lucky to talk to him anytime soon. I am so sad. He emailed me this morning and told me about his day and said that he was waiting for their next plane. After that he never got back on. I could cry. But that won't help me get this paper done, so I will have to put it off until I finish. Even though this entire paper is all about Patrick.

hmm.... :/