Monday, September 21, 2009

I give up, Calculus hates me. And apparently, so does life.


I think my life just wants to fall apart.

I quit doing my math homework. I have no clue what to do. Even when she explains it to me. I got a headache while Martha and I tried to work on our homework before class got out. We were completely lost. MAT 172 is going to be the death of me.

Patrick is acting weird. He went to the movies by himself tonight? Didn't even say anything about going anywhere, just called me and then said the movie was about to start and he would call me later. So naturally I asked who he was with and he said he went by himself, and that he does that a lot. I just think its a little weird that he goes to the movies by himself all the time. It crossed my mind that maybe he didn't go by himself. But I feel awful for thinking that now. I couldn't help it though, it just ran through my mind. And his stupid comments he made, trying to be funny in front of the guys, about getting a war wife while he's in Afghanistan and whatever the other one was don't help much. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. And he never takes me to the movies, or anywhere it can be just the two of us anymore for that matter. That would be nice once in a while, since we never get any alone time at all anymore. And when we do have time to go do something together, we end up spending that time with Isaac for some reason. I like hanging out him and I think he's cool. But I want to spend time with my boyfriend, by myself. But apparently me wanting that isn't good enough, and and even when I get annoyed about it and act like I'm annoyed all I ever get is an, "I'm sorry we didn't get to spend much time together." Whatever. I need to go to sleep.


I'm watching Jackass right now.
Johnny Knoxville is freakin' hot.
Maybe he will take me to the movies.

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