November..

Patrick might be leaving in November now, instead of January...
A month and a half away. He's gonna miss everything... Thanksgiving, Christmas, my birthday, my first tattoo for my birthday, MY BIRTHDAY, Valentine's Day, graduation, pretty much my entire family coming to visit and he won't get to meet them. He's gonna miss so much.
I think I'm gonna break out the video camera while he's gone and record like everything.

I'm gonna kill myselfffff.
Not really, but this makes me really sad.