Well Blogger,

The past few days have absolutely sucked. Me and Patrick have been at it, well I've been at it with him. He hasn't been mad at me. But it's getting better. I just don't know what to think about everything though. I feel like he's lying to me. I really don't want to think that he would lie to me though. It's hard. I don't really know what to do. I want this to work out. And for the most part it is. I'm afraid I'm gonna get hurt, and I don't want that. He swears he would never do anything to hurt me, I guess I have to trust him. That's what you do in relationships, right? So I'm going to wait and see what happens. If it works, it works. If not, oh well I'll find something worth while later I guess.