I have two pages, out of the six I'm supposed to have for tomorrow. Haha. Oh well.
I cant really concentrate on writing it. I have too much other stuff going on, that really shouldn't be. But things can't be perfect forever, right?
I think me and Patrick are gonna have a talk tomorrow. I'm kinda mad. So I am telling him everything I feel tomorrow. I'm not holding it back. I'm getting tired of keeping things to myself. It starts to build up and hurt. Especially when its stuff that I can't push to the back of my mind and hope it goes away. When I try it doesn't stay there. It keeps coming back. I hate this.
The thing is, he doesn't treat me like I'm in his girlfriend in front of people. He still acts like we kiss and everything, but we aren't together. The way its been for a while, but now we are together. He has to understand that it is different now. Its not like when I had a boyfriend and he was just they guy that I hung out with all the time. He is my boyfriend now, and he needs to act like it. He acts like it when no one is around, sometimes. But in a way it still feels weird.
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