Not that today is going to be awful

But I just realllllllly do not want to be here today. I can feel the cramps coming on too. At least I'm only here until 12, thats a plus I guess. I still miss Patrick. And I still feel lonely. As does my wallet. Since I tried to shop away my feelings. Now I just feel that much worse knowing that I'm completely broke until I get paid again and I don't know when that will be.